Failing or Missing God

Have you ever failed God? I'm sure all of you could say "Yes" at one point that you did. I don't think anyone would say it gives them great pleasure to fail God. But when you fail God, you see how imperfect and weak you are without God. You see your great NEED for God. That you can't live without him. You know when God convicts your heart about something and you KNOW its God who gave you that conviction? When in your heart, you tell God you will obey him. Sometimes you can't wait till God puts you in a situation so you could "prove" to God that you'll really obey him this time. But God doesn't put us in the situation when we think were ready. Sometimes he'll wait 3-4 months go by until you "forget" about the conviction and you find yourself in that situation. And you missed God... I thank God that we can come to the throne of Grace with boldness and asking God for forgiveness and mercy. Hebrews 4:16. I'ts the most terrible feeling in the world failing God. It shows you how weak you are with God. It feels your soul with agony, cause you know you missed an opportunity to be a testimony of Jesus Christ, but you missed it and the only person to blame is YOU. I am glad God doesn't treat us like our sins deserve. Psalm 103:10. David said, if counted all our iniquities not ONE of us will be able to stand. Psalm 130:3 Thank you lord for your mercy, Forgive your children lord. Forgive us for missing you